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i don’t know why it is that i miss you, but i do. & i always have…for the past six months i’ve missed you. these feelings haven’t gone away i’ve just become immune to them.
Mike told me to blog about my trip to the Devil’s Punch Bowl today….so I am. I went on a hiking trip today, I guess my om wanted to go & she wanted me to go so I went…well it was going good until my 17 year brother decided to follow this stream up the mountain…my mom & her boyfriend told me to go with him too because they wanted to go I guess…I ended up going into some water that was up to my waist to climb up this dang mountain -_________- then we couldn’t go any further up so we had to go back down & find a way up another mountain to find the trail again…well with my luck I ended up falling & getting bit by 3/4 ants -_________- but oh well, I did it for my momma, :)
I’ve figured out my problem, there is no way I’m over you. Not one bit. I actually miss everything about you, everything we had. I had convinced myself for about two/three months that I was & that I wanted nothing more of you. That was just some silly illusion that seemed to work. I’ve tried every possible way to get over you, but it just has not worked. I don’t know what my problem is. I do not know. Everything around me reminds me of you. I see Transformers & I think of that shirt I got you. I see hearts & I think of that red, round bin that you gave me on Valentines day full of chocolate chip cookies. I look at my ribbons & think of those horse shows I invited you to that you blew off every single time. The worst one is I see my best friend & think of how happy you to are then I get depressed because we were never that happy, ever. There was always some sort of jealousy, but that only showed how much we cared about one another. I can’t stand this anymore…. I miss you.
Thanks for coming back around once I have a boyfriend. Ugh.
i have like 14 more cards to do, but eff it i’m tired & i do not need to be grumpy with my boyfriend tomorrow.
so tired, but i have 17 more note cards to do. ):
if you find my tumblr i am going to be by far upset.
I’m finally on Spring break. I’ve spent it with my friends & six but its still been pretty boring. I think it’s just that people irritate me & I have no patients for them anymore. I’m super tired & it’s 1:30AM I haven’t been up this late in forever.
I miss you already. It’s only been almost two days/: sadface. I wish I could see you everyday, all the time. That would be great. I like you so much more than I ever thought I would. I never ever saw this coming.
